Mar 20, 2023 |
The Present Past
| The Rev. Philip DeVaul
The Present Past
There are days when we feel as if we are connected to God
and clear about who we are, our place in the world, and what the world is
doing, and what God is doing in the world. Where we not only are in the light,
but we feel like we are the light. And then there are days when we
are darkness, where we cannot see God's presence, where we do not feel like
being any kind a good. Where we do not even know what good means.
There are days when we know what righteousness looks like and we are all in on loving and being just and kind in this world. And there are days when we just wanna wrap ourselves in a blanket and finish that sleeve of thin mints and say, I just gotta get through We just gotta make it.
And that's the reality for us, I think is less that there is this moment where we have this, we used to be something and then this big light shines, and now I understand, and now I live completely differently. I think most of us don't have that experience. Most of us have moments of light, moments of clarity, followed by moments of darkness and periods of fear and uncertainty.
There are days when we know what righteousness looks like and we are all in on loving and being just and kind in this world. And there are days when we just wanna wrap ourselves in a blanket and finish that sleeve of thin mints and say, I just gotta get through We just gotta make it.
And that's the reality for us, I think is less that there is this moment where we have this, we used to be something and then this big light shines, and now I understand, and now I live completely differently. I think most of us don't have that experience. Most of us have moments of light, moments of clarity, followed by moments of darkness and periods of fear and uncertainty.